```json
{
    "title": "Here we go again",
    "url": "https://performancezen.com/2006/11/29/here-we-go-again/",
    "datePublished": "2006-11-29",
    "dateModified": "2006-11-29",
    "language": "en-US",
    "description": "I wrote this in December 2004. A lot of things have changed since then. And a lot has remained immobile. I don't know whether to add creative burnout to the…",
    "author": "spierzchala",
    "publisher": "Performance Zen"
}
```

# Here we go again

I wrote [this](http://crazycanuck.wordpress.com/2004/12/29/creative-burnout-and-the-future/) in December 2004.

A lot of things have changed since then. And a lot has remained immobile.

I don't know whether to add *creative burnout* to the raging fire I now know is Bipolar, or to see it as a part of a more general work-related malaise.

I need to talk to a few more people to get a sense of where the work environment is going, what goals I could set for myself. What people expect of me, as compared to what I expect of myself.

We have a strong feeling where the landing points for the family will be within 12-18 months. We have set three possible targets, and each has it's positives and negatives. We aren't making a final decision yet, as we want to see how the winds blow.

All we have is 75-80 years. Sometimes it moves too slowly.